here are some shots from my Holy Week '09 in White Beach, Puerto Galera.

a cute pifture of a family having fun under the sun...


best friends?!? I dunno, but 1 thing for sure, Summer is indeed for everyone.

I have my own of this, but I still have to learn a lot before I can do this in a beach.

JP's headshot, one of my favorite shot in this trip.

a paparazzi shot of JP, Haha!

I looooooove this shot! :D

like what I've said before, I love sunsets!

during one of our dinners...

waiting for our boat on our way home....

I spent my holy week in White Beach, Puerto Galera with some very good friends, friends that are almost like family to me.

We arrived Thursday, April 09 at 730AM. After taking our breakfast we head for our room to rest a bit and prepare for what's in store for us the next couple of days.

It was 4 days and 3 nights of blissful fun, a collection of unguarded memories, a bundle of heartfelt laughters.

We left the beach Sunday, April 12, 2PM and arrived Manila around 630PM. And as the day is almost over and as I prepare myself to sleep, a very good friend texted me this message:

Galera will never be the same again. I love it. Supermega Bonding, super saya. Super taas ng memories pwede na maabot ang mga clouds and mountain sa kabilang ibayo. Yes, may mga hurdles, pero we made it through. Sabi ko nga, if you want to be happy, then fight for it. Mag megarun tayo for happiness kasi we all deserve it.

One night for you, more for me! Good morning Galera!

Here's two of my favorite pictures, taken from Lumphini Park in Bangkok, Thailand.

I know letting go is hard? But can letting go of something that wasn't there be any harder?

I know that there's no point in crying over spilled milk but what if there was no really milk in the first place? what if it was just an empty glass? will it be less painful? will it just be alright? how can you let go when there is nothing to let go from? how can you move on? and move on from where or from what?

They say that the hardest of part is when you ask yourself "what if'", and I know that there is such a thing that "we could have been" but I know, we are above that already. They say that we had was something more mature than the rest, that "that something" is more deep than what it seemed. Maybe and maybe not, I wouldn't know...

I am not perfect, and even if people see me as a mature person, there will always be times that I will be childish about things, that I will be in touch with the kid in me! Sometimes I might even ask myself what happened? That it could have been "US". And sometimes I will tell myself that "we could have been happy together!" But at the end of the day, I will be me, and all I have are "what ifs"... So as I go back to reality and myself, let me just say this:

I am not letting go! I'm just simply... letting it be!

I can here the bells...

Can you feel lost when actually everything is just falling into their proper places?

I know for a fact that when everything's a mess and nothing is going right, most of the time you feel lost! But how about if everything is going right... or at least almost everything is going right, can you honestly feel lost?

I tried to sit down and think through it and everything's seems to be normal, everything's seems alright... I don't think everything's perfect but everything's perfectly fine! And even though that's the case, even though it seems that everything's just in their proper places... it somehow doesn't feel right!

I know that sometimes, not everything that's right will make you happy but I know someday it will make sense... someday it just might make you happy! What I don't understand is that how is it possible that everything's around you is perfectly fine and yet it makes you uncomfortable, makes you feel lost???