i got a private message from a very dear friend giving me this link....

http://profile.imeem.com/A9XwNc/music/hQzm5CTe/little_bit_forget_about_me_prod_by_stargate_2007_wwwr/
and she simply said: for you bebe! love you mwah!!!

here's the lyrics of the song...

HmmWhoaaa
OohhhYeahh

You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It Was Before
Then It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be Forreal This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now What Do I DoNow,
That I Know That We're Through

Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To EscapeThe Misery

Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

Too Late, Sorry
I Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And Was Ready To Give A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand

Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To EscapeThe Misery

Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

Boy, My Heart Was True
And That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool
And Walk Away From All The Lies
It's Up To You
Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love

Yeahhhh Ohh
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Forget About Me...
Forgett about me..
Oh... baby oh...

Breaking up with someone will never be easy...

but breaking up can also mean new life, new challenges and new future...

we may have closed one window but we can definitely leave the door wide open

I am melancholic for a wasted 2nd chance but I'm optimistic for a bright future ahead...

someday we will find our place in this urban jungle and we need to be contented with the repercussions of our own decisions

it may have been a roller coaster ride for me but for now let me just say thank you for the experience...

as i bid my goodbye... i will face the world head on because i know i have loved honestly and it's just not for me to keep...

love comes to those who believes it..

i know somewhere out there, there is someone waiting for the same exact thing that I can offer..

and until that time I know life will be good to me

read this horoscope for the day in one of my sites.... it somehow makes me feel good...

Are you in the midst of trying to make a decision? The good news is that, right now, you are as close to understanding what you really want as you have ever been. The bad news is that you're still not quite all the way there. So today, you need to just take that last leap of faith. You won't know the results for a while, so don't spend the rest of the night wringing your hands. Make the choice. Forget you made it. Then just move on with your life!

1) WHERE DID YOU BEGIN 2007?
Ayala corner Paseo de Roxas

2) WHAT WAS YOUR STATUS ON VALENTINE'S DAY?
S-I-N-G-L-E...

3) WERE YOU IN SCHOOL?
attended some classes in PUP.

4) HOW DID YOU EARN YOUR MONEY?
working my ass off

5) DID YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL?
nope

6) DID YOU HAVE ANY ENCOUNTERS WITH THE POLICE?
none, thank god

7) WHERE DID YOU GO ON VACATION?
Baguio and Puerto Galera

8) WHAT DID YOU PURCHASE THAT WAS OVER $1000?
i wish i have that much to spend on something

9) MEET ANYONE NEW?
Yep!

10) DID YOU KNOW ANYBODY WHO PASSED AWAY?
Yes, a first cousin...

11) WAS ANYONE BORN?
none yet

12) DID YOU MOVE ANYWHERE?
yep... i moved in...

13) HOW DID YOU CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY?
a simple celebration with few intimate friends

14) WHAT CONCERT/SHOWS/PLAYS DID YOU GO TO?
Cream 2007 if you can consider that...

15) ARE YOU REGISTERED TO VOTE?
Yes

16) WHO DID YOU WANT TO WIN BIG BROTHER?
Rizza Samson

17) WHERE DO YOU LIVE NOW?
in my dreams..

18) HOW DID YOU SPEND YOUR SUMMER BREAK?
just a trip to the beach

19) WHAT'S ONE THING YOU THOUGHT YOU'D NEVER DO BUT DID IN 2007?
really love in its truest sense...

20) WHAT HAS BEEN YOUR FAVORITE MOMENT?
there's a lot!

21) WHAT'S SOMETHING YOU LEARNED ABOUT YOUR SELF?
that I'm capable of loving in it's truest sense

22) ANY NEW ADDITIONS TO YOUR FAMILY?
yes, a niece...

23) WHAT WAS YOUR WORST MONTH/DAY?
JULY

24) WHAT MUSIC WILL YOU REMEMBER 2007 BY?
For You by Kenny Latimore and All This Time by Sylver

25) WHO HAS BEEN YOUR FUNNIEST BUDDY?
hmmm, there's a lot who tried and keep me laughing

26) MADE NEW FRIENDS?
yes

27) NEW BEST FRIENDS?
sorta...

28) FAVORITE NIGHT OUT?
Club Govt

29) WHAT SPORTING EVENTS DID YOU ATTEND?
some badminton games

30) WHAT WAS YOUR BEST MONTH/S?
October

31) OVERALL, HOW WOULD YOU RATE THIS YEAR?
it was a very long learning experience... it was great!

32) OTHER THAT HOME, WHERE DID YOU SPEND MOST OF YOUR TIME?
in the office...

33) CHANGE YOUR HAIRSTYLE?
Yes, shaved my head

34) HAVE ANY CARS?
none

35) HOW OLD DID YOU TURN THIS YEAR?
24

36) DID HAVE NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION?
None

37) DO ANYTHING EMBARASSING?
A lot!

38) BUY ANYTHING NEW FROM EBAY?
none!

39) GET MARRIED?
Nope

40) BE HONEST-- DID YOU WATCHED AMERICAN IDOL?
yes, as much as i can

41) DID YOU GET SICK THIS YEAR?
Yes

42) BEEN SNOWBOARDING?
i wish...

43) ARE YOU HAPPY TO SEE 2007 GO?
not really sure...

44) MEAN OR NICE?
nice

45) DEFINING MOMENT OF 2007?
it was a very refreshing year for me..

I never believe that there is one person here on Earth that is meant to spend his/her life alone... our decisions make our destiny...

here's a line from one my fave movie... i wish for everyone that they may find what they really are looking for in this lifetime...

You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.

I have always wondered if an apple tree can bear oranges as fruits... maybe but I really don’t think so! No matter how much effort we put in thinking through about it... you can never see oranges in an apple tree.

I have often wondered why sometimes it feels that I am different from my friends... they say that friends are your brothers and sisters in your past life. There’s also this thing that friends are your soul brothers/sisters, if this is true then how come, sometimes I feel really different from my friends.

when I was younger, i have always wondered why mom was a little densed... why sometimes, it seems that she couldn't care less... why when I was younger she never takes sides when my aunts are in a fight... i couldn't seem to decipher why she acts like as if she's not affected at all when in fact we are directly affected... or at that time, i thought we are affected... affected in a sense that we can't be with our cousins in one place since their moms are not in good terms...

Back then, I can't seem to figure how can she be like that when other times she can be so caring and loving and even helpful... but now that I've come with age... it made perfect sense!

when I look at my mother now, i see a spitting image of me... not that we have the same features but I see a lot more of my self in her than in my father... I can see in her how I am towards things... how I react on things and how I act on things... not of course in every bits and pieces but more likely we are kinda the same.

people may perceive me as a snob, not-a-care-in-the-world kinda guy, but with friends who really knows me.. they would say differently, or so i thought... hehehe

when I look back to how I was so confused and dumbfounded when I was younger... it makes me smile... because back then as much as I was bedazzled, I am as certain now more than ever that it made perfect sense...

you don't have to take sides to show you care... you just have to let them know you do...

now if ever you see an apple tree with triangular or rectangular fruits... don't be confused, whatever the shape its fruits will be... it will always be apples....

I could say that 2007 was the year where I learned alot the most... it did taught me a lot of things and about life in general...

2007, I can say is both good and harsh to me...

given me things I can barely grasp with my own two hands...

let me feel emotions that I can hardly contain...

gave me experiences beyond my wildest imaginations...

things that left me dumbfounded...

good thing is that I have some friends who kept me grounded and sane, a family who kept my feet firmly placed on the ground... people who never failed to remind me my rightful place in this urban jungle....

as I bid goodbye the year that was... let me face the new year head on...